ADHD victims/beneficiaries and people, in general, should come with tachometers or caloric burn rate indicators CBRI’s (my creation) that way we would know who’s lazy and who’s just plain exhausted due to the likely possibility that they’ve burned through their energy supply by 10:00 am. The US army’s motto “We Do More By 10:00 Than Most People Do All Day” should maybe read “We Do More By 10:00 Than Most People Do All Day At Which Point Our Performance Drops Off Precipitiously ”
Most days, I’m tuckered out by noon, however, rarely do I get to take a nap –I’m not privileged in that respect — my inner boss is a relentless slave driver!
Every day I spend my time running from task to task (while mentally multitasking) –thinking about insights I might share on my blog, wondering how to present my thoughts in a cohesive manner (cohesive manner, good lick with that) only to realize that it’s late afternoon and I haven’t had lunch or I’ve neglected this or that often important task. My computer has ADHD too. By the time it has opened a relevant webpage, I may have moved on.
If not for the realization that this poor old machine cannot tolerate being spread too thin; I would have 100 tabs open (some of those tabs too old to still have any relevance) meanwhile, there are multitudes of tasks pending… and more in the background AND, THIS JUST IN: I’m back with an epiphany…oops, too late, it’s gone, hopefully, it will come back? Oops, there’s a task I didn’t finish, from yesterday, back shortly. (oh yah; I forgot to mention this particular task is not that important/urgent but if I don’t get to it, I’ll get distracted… only to have it distracting me later)
Okay, I have returned without completing the task referred to above, I did however manage to prepare lunch, which I will consume as I add to this rant (of the 70,000 some-odd lunches I’ve had in my life sofar, I cannot recall one which did not involve some form of multitasking) And before I forget… again: don’t ask me to locate anything (even in a relatively uncluttered space) Chances are, even if the item is plainly visible, I will miss it! Speaking of clutter: there are very few spaces in my house that aren’t a Mari Kondo nightmare –taking a shower will require the removal of a half dozen items from the tub!!! Okay, it’s 3:50pm my back is killing me, time for a nap (not because I’m tired –which I am– but to relax seized back muscles) As the days get shorter I find myself walking the dogs after dark, so I’m trying to get the “nap” happening earlier, but its a struggle, always something to do.
Okay, I’m back –I had to work a couple of long days which always throws me off my schedule –aIso have something else to rant about –although I can’t recall wtf it was/is at the moment. So, I’ll close by reiterating: ADHD is a spectrum condition (disorder) and we are all on that spectrum, if a body finds themselves at the severe end, brace yourself! It can be a crippling condition with an unlikely, very remote possibility of becoming the next Elon Musk… Good luck!